rush
wanted to meet gwen them at orchard one but then i have to attend the mse investiture ceremony later
felt so paiseh cos it's the second time i pangseh them alrdy ;(
uhh.. perhaps the ceremony would end earlier so that i can still rush to meet them
talk about RUSH
early mornz i rushed to student service centre to get my certificate verified
then the officer told me she need my spm result slip which i didn't bring
*fainted*
aft that rushed again to lecture theater for mat sci lecture
did some quick revision of maths aft breakfast with xuefen
gosh. i only know how to solve one of the question out of two
but haha i dont feel any sadness or what cos seemed like not many ppl know how to solve it
=="
then i rushed to mat sci general office to submit my calculator approval form
but the officer told me i actually have to submit it at N4 lab
well i just walked to N4 lab and saw this announcement " students who want to verify your calculators pls come at 5 october"
anyway, it doesn't affect my mood cos tml is holidays. LOL.
又要去疗伤了 hahaha
back to track
after one week of short break
everything comes back to the track.
although i have been putting all my effort on the lab report ytd
it's not done yet!
im screwed with some of the concept and theory. argh.
well, had mini wok as my dinner.
my fav cos there's egg inside. lol.
it's no point to be anxious about tml,
for tml it will care about itself
plus today has enough trouble for us alrdy.
假期结束
不喜欢这种感觉
不喜欢
不喜欢
i haven't do my lab report.. ;(
random
~ i read newspapers at home everyday
life at home is totally different from school
slack slack n slack
heading to sg tml to sign the tuition grant thing
aft which this mean i have to stay in sg for at least 7 years
SEVEN years~ how many 7-year do we have in a lifetime?
think i can alrdy retire that time =="
+.+
idiot
不明白 大人为什么那么喜欢争财产
人都走了 留下的也就那么一小间房子 还有一条金链
十几年来 她儿子都没有尽过做儿子的责任
人一死 就冲出来要这个要那个
试问 这十几年来她生活起居是谁在照顾
生病了是谁载她去看医生
做儿子的只会在妈妈去世后说什么病到这样严重才通知他
拜托啦 你又不是住在南极北极
如果每个星期肯驾个十多分钟的车程去看你妈妈
她生病你会不懂？
把一条金链留给顾了她十几年的孙女有错么？
就当做最后的纪念物 有些人就残忍地连这也要一并掠夺走
一间房子 这五六年来是谁在供？
结果现在就想坐享其成要把屋子归于名下
只因为你在名义上是她的儿子她的孙子？
外孙因为姓别的就没有权力说话？
棺材还摆在那里就在那边说什么收的白金不够办丧事
简直荒谬到极点
如果真得不够那你身为儿子孙子的倒贴一些有错么？
更可笑的是你住大洋房驾bmw竟然还在意那一笔小钱
以前因为没有钱而随便将你爸爸安葬情有可原
可是为什么现在还要选那种超级偏僻+会生水的便宜地？
人死了虽然没有感觉可是一幅棺材一放下去全被水淹了那是什么感觉
何况躺在里面的是自己的妈妈却还能无动于衷
可以在自己婆婆的葬礼上翻桌子的人应该也是无药可救了
你有钱 so what? idiot一个
feel sad for tai ma..hope she can rest in peace.
chili the murderer
orientation camp today was totally disastrous
there's a food eating competition in the game section
we are forced to eat some mixed disgusting food
and i was picked to eat a chili! it's terrible+horrible
imagine u have to eat the whole chili and the raw egg plus onion and the cucumber juice
i can confirm plus chop and guarantee nobody can tahan it..
but well, we won all the games =p
now, giddiness is killing me. the chili to blame ;(
疗伤疗伤
After a tough week for all of us,
it's finally our 疗伤的日子.
off to suntec city to feed our stomach right after sch ended.
seafood platter that we ordered:
and the fish&chips
our dessert,
iwant you tobeback.
CA is over and recess week is coming.
i still have alot of projects and sch works in hand.
;(
that's all and i should have a good rest tonight.
going back home on sunday to attend great-grandmother's funeral.
3 days to gooo..
rip
she has left for another world.rest in peace..pardon me for not being able to rush back ;(
eat me up
schooling isn't fun with lotsa of quizzes.
i hate to memorize principles and theories.
it killed my brain cells.
should i add some catalyst to speed up my mugging rate?
or should i increase my surrounding temperature as to expand the volume of my brain?
perhaps i should just ask the lysosome to eat me up!
=/
i guess i think im quite sure that i didnt do very well in my physics CA.
maybe i didn't do very bad but somehow it's my fav subject and i do expect a very well done in it.
the more i expect, the bigger disappointment i get.
;(
for now, i should expect less! haha.
i love maths. i love physics. seriously!
tml will be my last CA paper before recess week.
god bless..
i hate my alarm clock which wake me up everyday.
how i wish i were suffered from insomnia right now to earn more time to study!
just been informed that my aunt's operation is AGAIN postponed to tml.
and great-grandmother is getting weaker and weaker with her blood pressure at 21mmHg.
should i tell you?
无奈
听妈说太嬷只剩下几个小时了
现在也只是靠着仪器维系着微弱的呼吸
我知道妈一定会很伤心的
毕竟从小外婆就把妈丢给太嬷照顾
而且小时候她也照顾过我们
人生么 就短短几十年
说真的 能像太嬷酱活到八十多岁的已经很不错了
只不过 她曾经辛苦地养育孩子孙子
到最后也没享到什么福
这几天都在考试
希望她可以多撑几天
虽然或许离去对她而言是一种解脱
明天小姑动肺部手术
希望手术顺利
...
fresh!
i feel so fresh now! **im not selling myself at pasar =="
i like to chat with old friends ;)
feel so shuang after some chat on msn haha.
talked crap all the way..
someone said im siao because i can still kidding and take the initiation to talk rubbish
=="
know why i prefer to wish ppl happy bday by sms instead of msn?
cos once u close the msn conversation the bday wishes gone
but wishes by sms they can still read it everyday every mins every sec
HAHAHA.
had a meeting at old canA
discuss about international cultural and travel fair project
join it as a programmer sub comm
hope i can learn something from it ;)
wish me luck for tml quizzes!!
good luck for me. ;)
加油
看了品渐的blog
知道时事的那群小瓜今天比全国赛哦
在这里为他们加油
拿个冠军 笑傲马来西亚 =)
我们说好的
要重新成立时事研究社的
虽然这不容易
加油加油!
想念他们~
落寞
感觉有点不一样
可能习惯了前几个周末都有人陪
今天却要在房间里面读书
有点落寞
本来我应该回家的
中秋节叻 家里却只剩爸妈和一个弟
我们三个都没回
都是CA的错 =="
"我长大了 一些人也老了.."
;(
中秋节快乐!
why things always don't turn out the way i want it to be?
kiki, happy birthday. ;)
you are always my special kiki.
they all said that if not of you, my talent would not be 发掘
thus, you must 过得好好的, ok?
大家都要过得好好的
i hate to receive call at midnight.
somehow i would feel that sth bad had happened.
of course i hope im wrong.
bio sci mat sci physics econ math humour what what. they rip my life.
random
In SBS lift,
"are you still working at sushi tei?"
"YES YES IM.."
"oh how often you work nowadays?"
"HUH?? EH JESSIE!!"
"hihi how often you work nowadays?"
"EHEH..I QUIT ALRDY."
"oh i see. eh u come SBS for what?"
"HUH..TO FIND SOMETHING."
"eh i have lesson now see you."
"OH OKAY BYEBYE."
=="
from the conversation, we can derive that
(1) Jessie changed alot! i nearly cant recognize her.
(2) 我开始不用头脑想东西 语无伦次
Mum called me to scold me for not calling home since sunday.
okok. I ll try to call home more often.
I'm struggling with life science. Yucks.
breathless space
school works have left me in breathless space.
i currently have three of 3-point cca/special project and one of 5-point cca on hand.
and the worst is that there's 4 CA in the following week but i haven't start prepare it.
kinda frustrated and furious with my poor time management.
'im busy', it's just an excuse since seniors all can do it and how come i can't?
half sem is ending soon. what have i done what have i learned during these 2 months?
it's like yesterday i was just new here and now ppl tell me i have been surviving here for 50+ days.
i can't help to think what i really have obtained what i have lost.
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
super random
我觉得我一直在消磨时间
做着无意义的事情
然后一边投诉时间不够用
跟净仁谈了一下
知道他要开课了
读完书考完所有文凭当一个专业的医生
到时候我们已经32岁了
oh my god..难以想象
是我就没有这样的决心
32岁 我也不知道到时我的职业是什么
engineer?? 好奇怪
小学的时候填写愿望表我还说我要当律师老师钢琴家护士
不懂是那时太幼稚还是什么原因
这些所谓的愿望现在看来遥不可及
现在的我也不确定以后真的是否会走engineer这条路
所以现在读的一堆书在未来也未必用的着
有点只是为了兴趣而读
就只是喜欢science然后读?
奇怪
我妈一直告诉以后要走什么路就读什么
小胖说别人不了解自己因为连自己都不了解自己
应该就是这样
可是有时候我是了解自己的
越来越乱 就像这个世界
越来越四方形 就像这个岛屿
只是乱表达一通
将梦延续最好的方法就是睡觉
所以我要继续做梦
去采苹果..
sarcastic
since 'bu xiang zhang da' is unrealistic n sarcastic.
i want to grow up.as to bring happiness to those i really care for.
to earn alot of money, to provide my parents a good life in advance.
back in reality, what i can do is to study hard right now. but i just can't concentrate. what the h..
letmesufferallthepain.
im not sure about what i actually hope for now
leave me in peace.
!!
what the hell 我的毕业特刊不见了差不多把整间家翻了还是找不到driving me to crazy!!
busy life
life is getting busier.
i have been submerged in sch works and tutorials recently.
somemore wsc and mse subcomm activities are not started yet.
24-hour seems not enough for me, or maybe for all the student?
world is fair. it deprives my time so what will i get in return? =="
schooling is not boring but mm.. it's stressed eh!
i need some motivation. ;((
the only glad things is that im going home tml!
tis mean i would have to pon the chinese society lesson again. rate it as not so important event alrdy =/
where is my energy??!!
送机记
i think 我又长大了 ;)
lots of fun and sadness color up my weekends.
first of all, it's MAF game testing at sunday noon.
anybody who are free on 12 sept can just come and join us at yunnan garden@ntu
we will be celebrating mooncake festival and some game stalls are set up for entertainment
those who feel siian on mooncake day pls come and support us ;)
evening, there's a bbq party organized for CHHS students infront of can13
know some seniors and the food prepared by seniors were nice esp the chicken wings
simply like it. we feel like a family, warm and comfortable =)
to act cool,
we are easily contented as long as we have food =="
hot dogs lover!
group pic of year 1 juniors, tht's US.
We left early as we had to take the last train to airport.
It's not easy to have most of us spending our night at airport as some of them have cls at 830am the next day
plus every of us rush to airport from different corner of sg
Before leaving ntu bus stop,
On the bus to boonlay mrt station,
Train to changi airport, GIRLS world!
Know where were the guys?? they were waiting us in airport.
Sky train to Terminal 1
Random pics:
Had some drinks at coffee beans and played some lame games and it's 319am alrdy.
guys were soaked in their dota worlds and we girls were seperated into two groups.
lanli jianbei xuefen and me hate to sleep so we just walked ard the airport while they were alrdy in their dreamland.
I don't know but we all like to act recently
act ugly act er xin act anything.
see they tried to kidnap me..
are we qualified enough to be a cleaner?
Operation in progress.
RandomS:
I was defeated by tiredness, at ard 4am. Slp at anywhere.
Someone like sleeping in this room.
Sleeping pose captured by jianbei. I know it's ugly =="
wondered what xuefen was trying to do on me..
540pm
Here they reached!
Glad to see them and sad to send them off..
Eh, definitely not wenjie leaving.
Saw my cousin in airport too!
just then i knew she's leaving for tw also!
Oh my..
I could see the tears in his eyes.
what to say..mm i really like him to be my friend.
can be funny and can be serious too.
another guy left for tw.
i pray for you ;)
and him.
在机场 因为很累 太累
累得一开始没有不舍得的心情
看到他们
看到坚强与感性的一面
大家都要好好的
又是属于s3s1的一个篇章
i love s3s1.
waiting for you guys to come back! no matter how long it is..6 months, 1 year or even 4 years.
We are always there with you ;))
