Monday, March 31, 2008

zijun ate 5 roti prate just now!
had my dinner with huileng, xp, and zijun.
;)

received phone call from ahxue.
what the..
if something happen how?
even shandy can make her drank!
i'm sorry but i dont think he's a good guy.
no offfence.

i dont know but it remind me of this article:

1!9[t^J 10歲以前,就不說了,無非是淘氣和不懂事。

11-16歲,抱歉還是沒什麼可說的,無非是家與學校兩點一線的生活,那時唯一讓她難過的就是怎麼都做不對的物理題.

17歲,她開始偷偷喜歡高年級的一個男生,覺得他長的像自己喜歡的一個明星,雖然那男生身邊已經有了一個女孩的陪伴,但她依然默默的喜歡著她,那時的她不懂得什麼是嫉妒,不懂得什麼是付出 .

18歲,她考上了大學,自以為告別的幼稚的時代,自以為可以有資格擁有愛情,但她走進大學的時候,她發現一切都和她想的不一樣,男生們總是不厭其煩的圍在那些花枝招展的漂亮女孩周圍,而她是那麼的平凡,她才知道,沒有人會喜歡醜小鴨.

19歲,她真的愛上了一個人,而他在她的眼裡是那麼的優秀,就像天上的太陽一樣遙不可及,她對他深情的凝望卻只能換來他不屑的一瞥 ,她看著他身邊的的女孩走馬燈似的換了一個又一個.

20歲,她看到室友在自己面前炫耀男友送的Chanel晚裝時,她想將來她要自己掙錢買一件更漂亮的.

21歲,她向那個男孩表白,對方說:"你是個好女孩,一定會遇到比我更好的."她始終不解:"為什麼我是個好女孩,你卻不愛我,我不要遇到更好的,我只喜歡你."

22歲,她開始學著化妝,穿性感的衣服.

23歲,她終於有了自己的男朋友,她想,這一次一定要認真的去愛他.

24歲,她懷孕了,她想要結婚,而那個男人堅持要陪她去打胎,那段時間他一直在她身邊照顧她,她感激上帝他還愛她,但是最後那男人還是走了.

25歲,她學會喝酒.

26歲,她嘗試和不同的男人在一起,前提是那些男人必須有錢,可以讓她用最名貴的化妝品,穿最時髦的衣裳,戴最眩目的首飾.如果不能嫁一個自己喜歡的人,那就嫁一枚自己喜歡的鑽戒.

27歲,她拒絕一個男人的追求,那是一個樸實的男人,她覺得自己利用他完成了一場對男人的完美報復.

28歲,她開始嘗試一夜情,一個人在誰都不愛的時候,便可以愛上任何人.

29歲,她發現自己的眼角有了魚尾紋,看著身邊的年輕女孩,她會不屑的想:你們現在擁有的,我都曾經擁有.

30歲,她想結婚,想有一個自己的孩子,但她知道,自己已然墮落,愛,與她無關.

其實每個女孩,本來都想做一個純潔善良的好女孩.

其實每個女孩,本來都只看男人的真心而不是他們的錢包.

其實每個女孩,本來都渴望真正去愛一個人,並且被愛.

只是沒有一個男孩會喜歡這樣的女孩,他們覺得這樣的女孩不漂亮,不解風情,不現實.

於是,女孩開始改變,變成男人喜歡的那種,穿上性感的衣服,塗上誘惑的香水,嘴角掛著迷人的微笑,用嫵媚的眼神對周圍那些大獻慇勤的男人放電,然後再一個個撕下他們虛偽的面具.

她可以很容易俘虜男人的心,只是,深夜裡,她還是會哭著醒過來 ,她還是會想起她愛過的那些人,她無力再愛.
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今天 我终于mc了 =X

本来打算去redhill那间长城中药行的
就先到家后面提钱先
然后就不小心瞄到一间中药行
因为懒惰基因作崇
就决定进去随便拿一张mc

一开始先量血压
wow heng 血压正常
然后那个sinseh就先用手推
过后neck还是转不过去
就用拔罐的 是有那么一点痛的咯
不过 我觉得啦 我还蛮忍得到痛的 =X
过后再转来转去 还是有痛
那个sinseh就讲要针灸
OH MY.. 这个真的是痛的咯
直接想死

现在 还是有点痛
不过比之前好点了
他说 如果过几天还不好
就要再去针灸一次

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Have my neck sprained.
think of requesting a half day shift today
but sstei again lack of manpower.
anyway, mabel rubbed for me just now.
it's pain..
but still i cant turn my neck to left..

* i think..i really have a gd manager =)


i dont know.
should i take a mc tmr?



Saturday, March 29, 2008


i don't like my new SUPERVISORS.
one like to talk bad behind others.
one always like to act GAY!
and both are )) lazy ((..

didnt sleep during my split shift this evening
talked with cat, yongsiang and terence,
they are the best partner in work, really.

i want the mailbox key!!!
must get it back tmr.






火车走远了
她拖着沉重的一颗心
在刺喇喇的石子上走着
期待着能追上开走的那列火车
纵然她知道这不可能
因为
沉重的心 拖垮了她




Friday, March 28, 2008






钟声响了 指针停了
89 终级数字
却又在延续着
至少 我是那么认为

Thursday, March 27, 2008

我觉得 只要我做cashier的那几天
就会有王八蛋的customers出现
如果我是boss 一定会要你们滚出去
可是我不是 =X

今天 就一个王八蛋
数学不好算voucher也不会
mabel跟他解释了还是不了解
就在那里以自己的逻辑自己的想法complain
还讲什么要见manager
拜托 在你面前的就是manager好么
有眼不识泰山
连name tag上的名字都不会看

我就是不爽 你骂我的manager就是不可以

如果走在街上踩到香焦皮跌到
不要怀疑 香焦皮就是我放的



mabel今天有叫我做到end of june
我在想..
在想..
这应该是不可能的
虽然sstei的col都很好
ssm counter的maki仔也很好
可是 我就是很累了
很累 就是每天一想到要上班
就很烦那种
很想拿假mc 可是我办不到








有些想法 有些感觉
真的不一样了



Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Back in sg with xiaopang and jinyao this morning.
Met sintee at boonlay and we went to ntu tgt.
Hiak. We didnt lost our way in ntu this time =)
Get some info at the student service centre.
And then tk lunch at canteen 2.

Night then met xiaopang again at city hall.
Had our dinner tgt. Korean Cuisine =)
Thn went shopped a while.
Saw a bag and i seriously love it.
Must grab it someday later =)))
Or anybody kindly buy for me ahahahas.

Talking on phone now.




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iwantamiracle.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

i used to think that i can change many things



if only i am god.

Saturday, March 22, 2008






sometime, i like drawing.
though my drawing is really sucks.


窗外风铃一直不安静
风在摇晃不安的宿命
我聆听
你回忆经过的声音

Friday, March 21, 2008

it's not a good friday
so many undesired things happened.

a gal fall down from booster chair and bleed
she cried non-stop.
her mum said it's because she never see blood before =.=

a guy lost his hp
police came and found the hp.
nobody confessed to have clear the table.
nobody admitted to have seen the hp.
i think..it's not him. it's not him.
why only him being suspected n was forced to make statement?
it's just..unfair.
i dont know but i trust my sensation.
i trust my sushi tei col..

the indian old woman came again.
make trouble.
complained about the wasabi.
complained about the sal sushi.
complained about the kani gratin.
even complained about our closing time.
i served her.
and wad i said the most is : all right, i ll inform my manager.
ended up she refused to pay again. wth.
she's really a monster. ahahahs.
she create joke. a joker she is.

it's not a boring day. but interesting.





Thursday, March 20, 2008

i'm so much sorry for not talking much with you.
i could easily fall asleep whenever n wherever i lie down.
i'm really tired these two days.
feel so weak.

split bill is so troublesome.
but some person just like to make trouble.
it sucks.

someone kindly type me a resignation letter?
i want..i want..i really want a rest now.

everything looks so boring.
boring
boring!



can such life just end now??!!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

went movie and buffet.
never know that we could talk so much
studies, school life, relationship etc..
it's value for money.


Tuesday, March 18, 2008

song ni yi shuang san bu de xie zi.

rest. and rest. and rest.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

i'm moving to next room.
have to pack up some luggage. yucks.

i like drawing.. =.="

an indian old woman brighten up my day.
she's so freaking funny AHAHAHAS.
complained about the green tea.
complained her maguro salad.
paid and left and came back again to have another ssm salad
then complained about the ssm salad
asked for more maguro.
refused to pay.
ended up she paid only $9 instead of $ 9.65
and jerrly being kind to pay for her.
her behavior was just..amusing.
SERIOUSLY LACK OF LOVE

ok. szehui. since u have make ur decision,
dun change le ok!
u should be responsible.
dont anyhow listen to others ok.

so, NTU!
i die die also want ntu le...
i dont know. but i like ntu. for some reason?
hey no. for no reason. xD
i think xuefen's words make sense.
thanks you.

if i change again, someone pls slap me ok!

Friday, March 14, 2008

Didn't blog for many days.
Didn't work for many days.
Didn't use hp for many days.


N73 into toilet bowl.
all my contacts is gone.
i can only remember my parents, lanli, sintee n elaine's number. =.=
currently using my mum's N80.
so everybody kindly msg me ur number can. so sorry.


Met lanli in SDS on tues.
tht's a nice lunch n chat..
think we have not met each others since last dec le..
and we plan to organize a kukup trip on june.
before uni start..
is a gd chance to gather s3s1 again.
anyone who interested in it can contact lanli xD
and those who are in sg can contact me.


Wednesday was grandpa's ji ri..
i hope..i really hope he's doing fine in another world.
though he has left us for five years.


i could run in rain
because of my anger

...
...


szehui, love your choose!!



Wednesday, March 12, 2008

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it's so frustrating. YUCKS!

Monday, March 10, 2008

我就是那么霸道
就算某样东西再怎么不好
它是我的
你就不能说它不好
只有我可以




我喜欢马来西亚的首相
不经风雨 怎能有彩虹?
很想评论 可是我不想做牢
还是 坐着看戏好了
接下来 好戏连连



我的工作动力就是off day..
还有...


















........





ps i lost my book.
--> ps i love you.
wth.
i havent finish it..

Sunday, March 09, 2008

i'm hungry.

i need some guides.
yucks.

ntu or nus?
engineering or science?
fanx.




大选越来越紧张了
Oh my...
我有政治抱负的 =.=
反对党加油
不过只可以国阵赢
因为不能世界大乱
世界那么乱

Friday, March 07, 2008

i somehow think i'm a superwoman

partner with 3 new comers.
didnt make much mistakes.
thanks for all the co-operation

despise some customers. heh.
one day u ll get ur revenge.

congrats to allen.
he won lottery last night and treat us chicken rice today
lucky guy.

nowadays, i like to stand in front of ssm counter n talk to those chef.
it's fun..like we are born to talk nonsense. =.=

saw sally and gwen. they are fine =)

i still have..3 days to survive. yucks.



Thursday, March 06, 2008

i'm so much looking forward to my campus life..

to memorize note
to draw graph
to do assignment
to discuss
to know new friend
to lead a student life.

tht ll be enough.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

i came home and i saw this.



Dear Lau Sze Hui,
Application No: D08005640

We are pleased to inform you that you have been
selected for admission to the Nanyang Technological University,
Singapore in Academic Year 2008-09 for a course of study in
Materials Engineering. Your selection from a pool of highly
qualified applicants reflects a recognition of your academic
achievement and our belief that you will thrive as a student
of the NTU community.

A copy of the letter of offer will be sent to you separately by post.
Please let us know your decision on whether you wish to accept our
offer of admission by logging on to Check Application Status at:

http://www.ntu.edu.sg/Admissions/International+Students/

The deadline for your acceptance is Wednesday, 26 March 2008.

We extend to you our congratulations and look forward to your
participation in a challenging and stimulating academic future at NTU.


Assoc Prof Loh Nee Lam
Dean of Admissions
Nanyang Technological University




You have been offered Science in academic year 2008 - 2009.
The details of the offer will be stated in the offer letter.
Your letter of offer was sent on 03-Mar-2008.

You have accepted NUS offer.















OH MY...
frankly, i'm super duper happy!
i was over-excited n called my mum immediately.
i just wanted to share my joy with everybody ard me.
HEH!

planning planning planning..

I KNOW YOU ALL ARE COMING TO PEI WO RIGHT??!!!
looking forward to have the reunion dinner in either ntu or nus!
s3s1, cheeze!



Monday, March 03, 2008

home sweet home.

but now i am again back in sg.
have to work full shift since tmr onwards!
it's frustrating.
and boring.
everyday repeat the same thing
serve customers, ask drinks, take order, clear table, take food..
it sucks.

and i think we ll get a pay raised soon
i got a 9pts out of 10pts.
not bad right? LOL!

and hey, better dont call me when i slp
i ll only kup your phone unconsciously..=.=
i hope u are doing fine at there.





Sunday, March 02, 2008

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我

作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐


拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱


你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折



我不想舍得不想懂得

是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什黱

我不想舍得
不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻


彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的