哈哈 现在在风云
跟小胖，S02579和小容
嘿嘿
有人欠我一餐了
嘻嘻

明天运动会
现在学校不错热闹
可是没有我的容身之地
所以就偷跑出来
明天乖乖地当观众就好了
哈哈

恩 最近火气不错大
尤其看到certain msg时
超级火大大大大
尤其那封msg 里面有“算了”“做么”
“算了”给我感觉
你很不屑
如果真的那么不屑
pls dun reply me..ok?
it really can affect me..ah.
至少我不会突然间发疯
然后脸黑黑在那里
至少我不会觉得是我的错
至少...
啦啦啦

“做么”
aiya i also dunno why
i am just sensitive to tht word
so..ahh. pls lar k?
haha.

昨天 就听那个“留新”讲座
就觉得 我的未来很茫然
我要的究竟是什么？
还在寻找-ing
十字路口 离我还会远吗？

明天 sports day
希望 只是希望
红队还会是冠军
我想
如果红队拿冠军
我会很开心
如果没有
我不会太惊讶
不过 还是希望拉

ZZ..
背叛一下红队
朝丰加油
鉴贝加油
s3s1加油

Red team, GOGOGO!!

Haha today go discuss the kl trip with ah bao. Then we have decided to go kl on 21 june, which is a public hols in johor. But then we have to go with dance club. Errs. We dun like but have to accept it. Or else i can ask u all to go with me. hmm hmm. Anyway, I'm looking forward to the trip haha cos we may go genting also. Lahz.

I think my baby is very lucky of having me as his/her baby sitter. Hahaha. Wad do you want to eat tomorrow? just tell me. I can make ur dream come true. U know why? Hahaha. I am...superwoman. Kaes, is cold hahaha. And wenhan, thanks for ur bread. It's very nice. But i was shocked enough haha.

Argh. My physics is screwed. I hate this chapter. It's so confusing. I must try to understand it. I must i must i must. Haha.

And be ask me to blog about her. Hahaha. She said s3s1's are all very tall. I dunno. But i think she got cork eyes haha. Penguin got cork eyes lalala.

Lastly, good luck to red team on sports day. I really hope tht we ll be the overall champion again. God bless us. Haha.

I just had my haircut. Eww. My hair is super duper short now. I hate it.

I dunno why my maid is so lazy. why my mum like to nag at her. Those are all so annoying.

Blah blah blah. She start to nagging again.

Nahz. I hate tmr. got assembly. Lol. Must act sick thn can go rest hahaha. But the vice-principle is long-winded. Bleh-tahan him. He should know his joke is not funny at all.

Next sun is sports day. If it is funfair. Omgggg. I want funfair I want freezy bingo haha. Sports day seems not related to me haha. Anyway i support red team. ._.

Okay la i must go bathing now or else later late to hostel agn ll have to go and see the principal. Crazy.

._.

Ahh. Why everyone asked me the same question today?

If you ask me the question ytd, i can ans u. But no way for now. Ha.

Lol. Chatting with yitkian. Hes funny until i want to chop him into 800 pieces. =X

Chop chop chop!!

The cloud said to me," I vanish."

The night said," I plunge into the fiery dawn."

The pain said:" I reamain in deep silence as his footprints."

"I die into the fullness," said my life to me.

The earth said:" My lights kiss your thoughts every moment."

"The day pass," Love said, "but I wait for you."

Death said," I ply the boat of your life across the sea."

I still remember tht day, someone asked me: " Can you dun be so cool?" Ahh, am i? So funny haha.

My 200th post!! Haha.

Okay. Picture's hour!!

噔噔噔噔 s3s1毕业照出炉~

昨天拍的（1906）花了两个小时噢 除了累 就是热

不过 拍到还不错 哈哈

算算 离毕业嘛 还有四个月 就酱 现在还没有毕业的感觉 哈哈

With JOHNNY KUNG. =.=

School Gate.

Yoyo. 毕业咯！！

怀恩亭

Gals part.

Boys part.

Eeeks. So smelly.

Lol.

圣火台

GOAL!!

Act zhuai =X

We are tree monster. =.=

S3S1 ~ CHEERS!!

I SAW SOMEONE WEARING THE SAME SHIRT AS MINE!! HER'S BLUE AND MINE'S BLACK!! SO TAO YAN!!

STUPID STUPID STUPID.

I just had a short nap. But think of the tuition tonight, i feel sleepy again. =X

I now still having the waist pain. But is much much better than last two days. But then the sorethroat virus attacking me again. Ahh.

I followed mama to pasar this morning. Emm, the pasar is so smelly. So i just waited her in car. Cant tahan of her. She was so slow. I wait her for abt 1 hour k. Almost die in car because of breathing too much CO2 le. Haha. Then we went breakfast. Argh i went eat curry and fried chicken. It cure my sorethroat. K. Not funny. =X

Then my dad told me tht he won the lottery, but only abt RM 2000 lars. Not much actually. But is better than nth. Haha. I got 9th place for exam, my sis's 35 and then my youngest bro's 7. So he went buy 9357 and won. Lol. A bit siian diao right? And then he crazy le, go buy a new hp for himself. Nokia ***. I forgot wad model le. So unfair one. I also got the gong lao. If i never get 9, he wont win. right? haha.

Later going back to hostel. Bye lars.

Today is parents day. And yup i just got back my mid year result. I got 9th place out of 46. And my average percentage is 82.76. Okay la actually. But my math is quite poor. And then ah gan only focus on discussing my math with my parents. Siian. And my mum also did ask ah gan some stupid question, like which uni is good and blah blah blah. Siian diao.

Then few of us talked very loudly at there. And we took some pic too.

Yongtzer with his parents. He got 3rd place!!

Jianbei and her mum. I took the pic!!

On the way to sch. Nervous-ing. =X

They got the "fu qu look" right? Haha.

Em. Ah. Oh. Ah khai's bro. tou tou pai de. =X

Jianbei's saying: " ren zheng de nan ren zui shuai!!" Haha. Wenjie interviewed jianbei's mum.

Yuncai & Yongtzer.

I GOT A WAIST PAIN NOW, UNTIL I CANT DO PROPER SIT AND STAND.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

GONNA BANG THE WALL!!!

我曾经以为那是一次潇洒的邂逅

所以我一直相信能够轻易说hello

抱著游戏的心情考验自己没有防备的感情

不在乎自己有没有这种能力

我必须承认不敢释放我的真情

所以我相信也会是你的问题

太多太多的激情闯进尘封已久的禁地

让我们失去选择的余地

是你决定我的伤心

是你决定我的伤心

如果我们还会重新相遇

我会用感觉拥有所有的你

是你决定我的伤心

是你决定我的伤心

如果我们还会重新相遇

我不会让你决定我的伤心

I feel like i am flooded in saliva this few days. Many unexpected things happened. I alrdy dunno how to handle with them le.

Frustrated.

Why things always dun turn out the way I want it to be?..

And xp, u make me so 6 se can?!! Actually, it's nothing. =.= 哭笑不得

Then i found tmr is a thursday. Hahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha.

1.
I think i cant accept the gift.
I apologize for it.
Maybe it hurt.
But sorry anyway.
It's too exp le.
And no worth for u to spend money on it.
Kaess.
U should know me.
But then,
we were havin a nice trip.
hope u enjoyed it too.

2.
U make me dissapointed.
Since i trust u lotsa.
And i told u everything.
But then
U helped him but not me.
it's okay.
Cos we were all frenz
and we are all frenz.
No change.

3.
Ahh.
I hope u believe me.
And so ll i.
I ll believe u 2.
Wad i had told u is all truth k.
U shouldnt listen to them.
I know wad i was doing, wad i am doing.
Trust me k.
Wad u had told me was riduculous.
All rumours.
So,
okay.
I hope u understant it.

Gotten back my physics and math paper today. 84 for physics and 60 for math. Ahh i was so shocked seeing my math paper!! I pass it!! Omg..still cant believe it man!! But i felt sad for my physics. Ahh i expect it to be at least 89 de. Nvm. Work harded nxt time haha.

Okay. Now adding more pic about our redang trip!!

1.

2.

3.

DISCO HOUR!! My first time to disco too!! Haha. Xiaoyun was drunk. =.=

Blacky s3s1 feetS. Haha. Tk this pic in front of our lousy resort.

A special post for our graduate trip.

Senior 3 Science 1 - 2007
~REDANG TRIP~
0606-0609

Day 1 - 0606
Departure for pulao redang at night. Spend the whole night on bus.

在yp上车
就一开始走过去巴士的时候
那个导游一脸迷茫看着住我
然后问我就是小荟啊
吓到 也显掉 哈哈
过后看刺青
不懂是片烂还是dvd机烂
声音是小到 听不到
在巴士上睡觉 头是痛的咯
尤其那条路
那辆巴士 那个司机
感觉巴士随时要翻
不过 最后还是没翻
哈哈

Day 2 - 0607
Reached jetty at 10am. Took ferry and speedboat there. We stayed at Redang Bahtera Resort, - the one beside Laguna. Upon arrival, went had our lunch n played at laguna beach. Later, went snokelling. Took our dinner at Laguna. Aft tht, went ktv.

看到那个resort
感觉我们到了Gunung Tahan
然后吃了那一顿午餐
我真的觉得自己应该开始珍惜宿舍的食物
哈哈 是难吃到 看到就倒胃
过后 就不懂怎样过去laguna
问了一个马来人 他讲要过一个"konflik"
傻掉 konflik不是“矛盾” 乜
就随便乱走 给我们走到
可是要过那个60'的斜坡是恐怖的 咯
看到laguna 就真的不想回去了
跟我们的resort 比
它是天 我们的是深渊
哈哈
然后就去拍照 玩水 玩球
过后就去snorkelling
嗯 我在水里的十分钟
有七分钟是被松特拉住漂的
哈哈
过后 晚餐 换去laguna吃
幸亏阿 哈哈
然后 一群男生开始打pool
我也要玩 可是我不会
就在那边拍照
过后 就去ktv(??)玩
还玩到不错开心
然后 一群三八的乱扛人
腰痛加剧 应该是旧伤
不过 没关系
开心就可以了 哈哈

Day3 - 0608
After breakfast, went snorkelling at an island. Then back to resort and rest and took e lunch. Later went snorkelling agn. After dinner at laguna, went ktv agn. Then went watch star at beach. Got no chance to c the blue sand.
今天
不是很有心情
不想讲
只知道
到了晚上
有些事发生
不是很开心
头很晕
我只是晕 我没醉
哈哈
没什么看到星星
没有看到蓝沙
没有没有都没有
收到一个人的msg
他不爽 其实我们也是
只是你们不懂
半夜 没有去看日出
超累了 哈哈

Day4 - 0609
Visitted redang reef beach. Not as pretty as laguna's. Bought some souvenir. Then transfer to jetty by ferry. Returned home.
早餐没吃
睡迟了
而且听讲那个蛋上面苍蝇超多
就去laguna买souvenir
买了一些keychain
不懂要送谁
过后在ferry 又开始拍照
自拍的
pinjan讲自恋总比自卑好
哈哈
过后到jetty买了一些t-shirt
一件RM 10而已
超便宜一下 买了五件 哈哈
然后
terengganu超大的
走了5个小时还在terengganu
差点晕倒
然后吃晚餐
上厕所
siian diao
要脱鞋的
然后那个厕所的水还有filter过滤过得
真是有钱
下次大选投票要考虑清楚
哈哈
过后
半夜一点多到家

CONCLUSION:

嗯 毕业旅行 也 终于
结束了
其实 还不错玩
可是
为么我一点要毕业的感觉也没有

没有不舍得
没有很留恋
没有很high
没有很down
没有很完美
没有很糟糕

没有想像中的那样

想像中的怎样？
我也不懂 哈哈

其实 本来可以很完美
因为一个(还是很多个？)小小的的插曲
弄到大家不是很开心
可能这就是所谓的缺陷美
虽然 我还是比较倾向完美
如果....如果没有..
啊 都没有如果了

毕业旅行已经结束
我们的痛苦正要开始
=.=

** 2014 - HAWAII 之旅
爱 你 一 世 夏威夷 之旅
[[ promise k.. ]]

With sintee. In the ferry.

yeah xD

theSixOfUs.

the whole cls.

Say "cheeze"..

With sayong!! Haha. He was like "huh" when i ask him to tk pic with me. zz.

With the zi pai king - chaohong. He took the cam. Haha.

With danny.

William!!

ah khai. and the tour guide haha.

We slp under the same roof for the past 3 days.

[szehui][alien][ah liao][zhenfa]

i like this pose!! double love. haha.

BaobeiS.

~siaknee~aft dinner.

HELLO. Welcome to redang.

拍拍站

Cheer.

The cocktails tht chee ean drink. It rocks!!

S3S1 make u cheese.

Ahh haha. Gotta go to redang soon.

Just pack my things. Aww, the luggage is heavy.

And then i am very full now. Just had my dinner too.

Aiya nth much to say. U all take care and hope myself will have a nice and fun trip ahead haha.

Bye lars.

Woke up at 6am this mornz, just to byeS to be. See i so nice haha. But then, dont be too gan dong. Haha.

Soaked in tiredness. Mentally i mean. My brain cell has become dead. Think of having a short nap but then i am not at home. I want my bed.

8 more hours to redang. No excitement. M_O_O_D_L_E_S_S.

Everyone seems like so high. Aiyo.

Why huh?..

Slacked at summit the whole evening. Then mum go fetch me at 7pm.

Had my haircut. Actually got no difference with the previous hair style la. Just cut a little only. Very little, until u cant find it if i dun tell u. =/=

Then go buy some medicine like travel sickness tablets, po chai pills, and panadol. My mum bet that i will fall sick in redang. Choy. Touchwood.

Oh. Just received msg from yongtzer. He asked me to wait at yp at 11pm tmr. Fine then. Just dun forget to pick me tmr arh. Zz.

Haa huiying said she's very looking forward to the trip. Neither am i. LOL.

Dunno wad to pack lelz. Zz.

Arhg. Stomach ache-ed thn just now go toilet. Zz. Dunno wad happen to my bowel siia. Got blood coming out one. Zz. Nvm thn. Haha.

Still dunno who to sit with tmr. Zzz. Maybe the driver haha.

Xubin out. Jiaqi (??) out.

Fair then.

Those who are going to redang, meet at sch at 2215 on weds. I wait u guys and gals in yp.

Got a pimples on my forehead. Argh.

Then xiaopang refused to tell me wad he should tell me.

I must wake up very early tmr. Gtg to buy sth for redang trip.

Huh, got no high mood to go redang. Gosh.

Bye.

Just reached home from jb. Went tebrau jusco and bought a pants and some dvd. The pants cost my mum RM 159. Eww. Actually she paid RM150 and i paid RM9 la. Zzz. She know i am broke. =.= And then i bought 3 dvdS : 1 litre of tears, Crying out love in the centre of the world, Tears for you. All emo one. Haha.

Okay and then we took our dinner at Kinsahi. Super exp. =.= 5 ppl eat need RM 190+ lelz. Piangx. But anyway, the food is nice.

The "wo hu chang long". My mum said it's super nice. But too bad i dun eat sushi one haha.

The ice i ate. Cool.

And then my dad bought my bro a PSP!! RM 1199!! Piangx. At first my dad dun wanna buy for him de but then he face dark dark at there, my dad xing tai ruan then bought him one. Zzz.

Okay nvm. My dad go applied a UOB credit card for me also. Haa i begged him for quite long alrdy can.

Bye. Pechek.

s02579 问
如果这个世界少了我，你会觉得少了什么？

小胖说
身在地狱的他做着躺在天堂的梦

想起
收过类似信息
大概是：

有人问我
天堂和地狱
你选什么？
我说地狱
因为如果我在地狱看不见你
那你一定就在幸福的天堂
如果我在地狱看见了你
那么我会很庆幸
因为地狱有了你就不再是邪恶的

天堂和地狱
我想去天堂
可是
如果你在地狱
那我会选地狱
因为天堂再好
也没有你在我身边好

nothing to do. besides eat.

chatted with weichuan. haha he is away now, his bro bring back his bride and weichuan now goes to kai che men. haha. i wanna see weichuan wearing red boxer in redang. oopsy. eh his bro havent reach yet. so we carry on our chatting. haha he said he's very nervous. then i ask him not to be so nervous, just to take a deep breath. come on. 1..2..3. ya well done. come on, push..push again. yeah kan dao tou le. heyhey congrats, fu nv ping an. hahaha. okay not funny. =.=

eh, xiaopang asked me if jinhao got gf alrdy? hey how i know. I'm not tht kpo k. haha. but then if u ask me if xiaopang got gf, i can answer u. hahaha.

haha go chat v weichuan le. bye. hehe.

Found some of my childhood pic just now, post them here, but then i perfectly understand wad is "wang shi bu kan hui shou"..haha

With mum. It's abt 3 year-old if i'm not wrong.

Few month-old. Oh my god.

Recently-me. Got big difference mehz?