I doubt it. 我是不是有神经病？

昨晚 真的感觉自己要疯了

看到她们 我真的 很 喘不过气

我现在最怕的 就是她们跟我讲话

很怕听到 她们的声音

结果 她们也只是问了一句“吃晚餐了噢？”

我 都会 很有压迫感

然后就 很很很不想 待在那里

最后 我就每天在房间搞自闭

害到美芳每天问我：“你..心情不好噢？有什么事可以跟我讲..”

然后 我就要每天重复 “嗯 没有啦”

然后 就要笑一下

嗯 我懂 那些笑容都很假

想跟美芳说声...sorry

这就算了

最近 看到一些人

好像他们欠我的 我的脸 超黑的

我 就是很凶就对了啦

Doomed.

F*CK!!

Once i walked down from the car, the s*cky pye-dog came and touched my leg by its body again!! Piangx ar wad was it doing on the earth? Kaoz..wo mei you dui bu qi ta lelz!! Zzz. Then i shouted like hell agn and many ppl saw and heard it!! Kena teased by them. Walao. So paiseh can. Gonna shoot the dog down. ==

Then today we changed the seat. Omg suay shen bao you wo. Sit beside xiaopang. Haha kidding la. Then he's very dirty minded and flirt hahaha. And so is ahxun too..I think I'm drowned in a dirty area haha.

A bit tired. Gonna zzz first. Lol.

I had a weird dream last night. I dreamt of a gunshot scene in school. A few guys with face covered with masks anyhow shoot the chhs students. Then many people ran here and there to hide from the bullets. The scene is..damn exciting!! Haha. Well, no worry. I'm not Zhao Cheng Xi. Zzz.

Okay. This morning is shit. The tiff between mum and maid broke the peace of the mornz. Hai wo bu ke yi sui jiao!! Zz. The noise drive me to be crazy. Adults are all so naive and stubborn. LOL.

Then i just dr0ve out for a breathe. A dunno come from where de pye-dog crazy de, keep following my car. Where-ever i go. Zzz. Then when i walked down from the car, it approached to me and stepped my foot!! Piangx. Wth. Then my brain is blank and i shouted like hell. I quickly ran to the bathroom and wash wash wash my foot. Eeeks.

Ohh. Shiifu sent me the poem just now. But then i cant opened it. Dunno why. Nvm. Later ask shiifu to post it up haha. THANKS YOU SHIIFU!! U Saved Me. Hahaha i must confess tht my ability to write poem is like a bull of shit. Haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BAOBEIX!!

Baobeix!! Sheng ri kuai le!!

答应我 以后的日子你都要开开心心快快乐乐

十八岁了 不要乱乱做不应该做的事 =p

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Haha.

今天没有上到课

完蛋 物理和化学不懂怎样死

然后 那个三人行时事比赛

彦雄，景浩，泰豪拿冠军

雍泽，玮伦，家毅拿3rd prize

哈哈 我们班的成绩还不错噢

然后 今天改考卷的时候

是好玩的好笑的

不过 老师horr..改错不错多

结果我们重审的时候超痛苦的

重点是 那个龙眼男那组 超机车的

就来一题一题对答案 吐血

一直在那边complain

明明就是自己拿第五 还不甘愿酱

郁闷...

过后 大决赛开始前 看到泰豪

跟他讲加油 哈哈

所以他拿冠军 可能要感谢一下我的加油 ==

过后 跟俊平一起计分

他..小小年纪就不检点

哈哈 然后回家

我妈驾到一半才换我驾

恩 过后去吃Marrybrown

哈哈 最近很多人迷小祥

我觉得他应该很忙

每天都很多人送他东西 哈哈

没有办法 谁叫他帅 哈哈哈

今天 有点...不懂怎样讲

就...guilty吧 没有能去宝贝的party

对不起...我也不想这样的..

真的..对不起..

"她...是你宝贝叻!!"

我懂

所以我听到这句话过后就..hmm a bit down

sooooooo sorry..

Haha this post is specially for be one...

Okay, how should i start? Hmm..

Firstly, I ll not bluff you again haha i promise..

Secondly, you are still the penguin anyway haha..

Thirdly, I GONNA THANKS YOU LOR HAHA..FOR BEING BULLIED AND MADE FUN BY ME EVERY TIME..=))

Wheets. Actually i have nothing much to blog about one. Still, leading the same life.

Hmm..
Hmm..
Hmm..

I'm quite, very, damn surprised with the result of Current Affair Contest. Haha i get 2nd prize for the individual and 3rd prize for the group. But actually i just got 73 correct out of 150. Hmm, from the result we can see tht not much ppl are really concerning about wad had happened around them. People, dont make no sense abt everything around you, pls take reading newspaper a habit in ur life. Haha.

Errs, I have no idea with wad Dc Tan had taught during the math lesson. I paid not the slightest heed to wad he was saying. Okay. I should go QIANG4 QIANG2 now. =p

Hmm..my time to thanks a lot of ppl le..Haha..

Thanks huiying for..hmm dunno i just wanted to thanks her haha
Thanks xiaopang for always pei he wo..haha talking nonsense makes my life go easier haha
Thanks elaine to talk with me during the lesson..so i wont feel tht bored..==
Thanks my BABY SITTER for the squiggles bread!! XIE XIE NI!! haha..
Thanks jinhuat for the pi pa gao and the HallS..it cured my sorethroat haha..i got finish the pi pa gao water lor although i dun like the smell haha
Thanks danny for the ice-cream..haha i won!! lalala..

Okay. I just changed my stupid tagboard. Well.

It's a msg from frenz:

There was a blind girl who used to hate everyone except her boyfrenz.
She always used to say tht, "I'll marry you if i could see!"
Suddenly one day someone donated eyes to her and then when she saw her bf she was completely astonished cos he was also blind!!
Her bf then asked: "Will you maryy me now??"
The girl simply refused.
Her bf smiled and went away saying:"Just take a good care of my eyes.."

Okay. Love expects nothing. Lol.

Writing novel now. Hope to have it finished by tomorrow. Jiayou szehui haha.

Falling sick. Went and saw doctor just now. Argh. Got to take 6 tablets of pils. Shit. My throat is burst. I'm not gonna to talk today. =.= And, luckily i have finished the hw tht have to be handed in tmr.

Still, having the the waist pain. But, I feel better than ytd le. Okay.

* For my baobeix: u must stay happy k..dun dwell on those shity stuff..jia you!! Come on, give me a smile =)

Argh. I just sprained my waist. Zzz. Can still feel the pain even though i'm sitting down. Lol.

Anyway, tonight got Liu Xing Yu. Ard 7:30pm till 10pm. Do rmb to make ur wish when u c it!! haha..But it seems going to rain soon, so i dun think i ll get the chance to make my wish. =(

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ I should start from my monday..

MONDAY

It's a blue monday indeed. I was caught by the discipline teacher at the assembly due to my 'long' hair..Oh my goodness. My hair is quite short alrdy can?..What still they expected from me? And also I actually just had my hair cut last sunday. LOL!! Anyway, I dont and also wont go n cut my hair hahaha.

K. It's our P.E test on tht day too. Fortunately we just had to run for 400m. And i spent 1 mins 46 sec to finish it. Haha i think I'm really a sport idiot but it's alrdy my best timing. =.= Dun laugh at me k. Haha. After tht I went to the gathering at red house. We were sewing pom-pom for the sports day use. But I came back earlier so I didnt know tht xiaorong had fall into a swoon in the cls. I think she should have take a beeter care of herself, for not making the one who concern her v much worry and worry all the time.

Aft tht i went back to hostel and switched on my hp. I found tht my mum had missed call me for N times. I was damn worry as I scared sth bad had happened since she seldom call me one. So i called back to her. Well. My sixth sense worked. =.= My uncle was robbed by 3 indian guys the previous night when he was on the way driving home. He just bought the car for few weeks I think. The 3 bastard purposely knocked my uncle's car down from behind. And when my uncle went down to check his car, one of them threatened him with parang. Of course my uncle cant do anything on them. They brought him into the bust and robbed away his money, hp and also the car. it's not the worst. They somemore knocked my uncle's head by a wood b4 they left the scence. Fortunately a malay guy walked past there and sent my uncle to the police station.

TUESDAY
It was raining cats and dogs in the evening. But we still walked to tuition. A malay motorcyclist suddenly approaced to us and u guess wad had he done..He hit huiying's butt or maybe legs..Damn him!! He even turned his head back and giggling at us after doing the dirty action. Piangx. I curse him for having a serious constipation for 7 days and 7 nights.

Getting disgusted by this society. Can the toopind gov pls do sth on it? My suggestion is: Sending all the pig to the mental house or cook them to eat..Oopsy..

TODAY

I went for the hepatitis B blood test this mornz. A malay guys injected for me. Piangx. He's not prof at all. So painful of the injection. And ah8 fainted aft havin the blood test. Haha I have passed my second hair checking. But the fact is I didnt cut my hair at all. Lalalalalalalal. K.

Life is miserable. It's the only conclusion.

Post up some pic we took yesterday..

We just wanted to act gloomy..but we failed badly haha..

Senior Three Science 1..Gonna graduate soon..yeah xD

During math lesson..=.=

Sintee's holding the bday card for huiying haha.

I seriously like this pic haha.

Wth with my hands? All chaohong's fault!! =.=

I have been thinking of not blogging. Haha a bit lazy and dizzy.

Joined the current affair competition on thursday. I only know 2 question out of 150. Haha but so surprised tht i managed to get 72 correct. Well. Failed still but I'm satisfied in spite of the fact tht i hv not been reading newspaper this few months.

We take our whole class pic today. It's fun and funny. Haha. Waiting for elaine to send me the pic.

Msg xiaopang last 2 days and we have make a poem.

精神病院共聚首 ; szehui
居銮中学齐跳楼 ; xp
黄泉路上你和我 ; szehui
一路走来不孤单 ; xp

I'm using comp in hostel's comp room. Is it amazing? Haha. But wadever, Senior 3 students can only use comop ono Weds!! Wth with the stupid rules?..Anyway, I got no time to on9 in the other days too lars. Haha. Luckily I got the least lesson on Weds. Yeah. xD

Well, my BBS is still alive!! I received his/her msg and chocolate ytd. And I think I know who he/she is. Let's see. Haha.

Errs..I received a cake this mornz from an anonymous. Phew. I dun like the cake cos of the milk and cheese. Super disgusting of the cake. Sorry but i really dun like. =.=

Okay, the time dun allow me to blog more. Have to rush to red house's gathering at 4pm.

So, bye lars. =)

I dunno but i got a stomachache and gastric this very early morning again. Anyway i feel better now and i just ate an ice-cream. =.= It's raining. Lol.

My bro is crazy. I know he kan wo bu shuang. If he wanna fight with me, I dun mind one. Cos i'm sure i ll win him. I'm very evil de u all should know. Haha. Okay i think i should dote on my small bro more cos he treat me better hahaha. Later go buy toys for him. Lol. Despise my big bro. =.= Useless thing. Only know how to eat.

Haiz i got tuition later. I dun feel like going there cos the place is damn hot and stuffy. Got no air-cond and even fan one. Oh my god.

Haiz. A bit stressed recently. UEC is around the corner but i got no time to do the revision everyday. I think 24 hours is not enough for me.

Give me some energy pls. Haha.

Bye. Be back on sat. Haizzzz.

Stupid hostel.

Today i didnt go pray my grandpa cos my grandma said only guy hv to go. Cos i'm not guy so i was not going. =.=

Noon, i asked mama drive me to bp mall cos i wanted to buy bday present for someone. Haha so surprised tht she asked me to drive!! Omg. This is the first time tht i drive for such a long distance. Errs, it's fun enuf. Haha. Okay. I went Kenny Rodger to eat some first b4 i started my crazy spending trip. Last time i bought the red boxer for weichuan so wad had i bought this time? Haha. And i bought also some material to make the bday card for the one who love me very much. Wahaha. Not funny. =.= Apparently, I'm very poor now. Who wanna sponsor my breakfast tomorrow? Haha.

Errs, after tht we went meet my wai po and jiu gong. My mama's gu zhang passed away. I nvr know him one but anyway hope he will rest in peace in another internal world. He met an accident 10 days ago. He was still awake the next day aft the accident but he came to a coma in the 2nd day and nvr be awaken again. Haiz. Life is so fragile. 大家都说人会经历生，老，病，死..but 为什么有些人只有机会经历生和死呢？It's so unfair but it's all right cos world is never to be fair. Lol.

Tomorrow i'm not going to learn swimming. Sorry. Haha.

Saik Nee Pang wanted me to let u peeps know tht she's okay now..She has no kidney's stone haha..the clinic doctor is stupid =.=

Msg saiknee after school dismissed. She's still in hospital waiting her report. I know she's quite worry but i hope she ll be all right. God bless her and s3s1 bless her too. Hmm i can actually understand her hardship perfectly and wad she need now is concern and console from family and frenz. So, no worry. We are here. Right?

And it remind me of a pri sch frenz. I don't know where he is now. But i really appreciate and thanks him as he had given me a lot of encouragement when i was also so helpless tht time. We were only 12 years old. Hope he's fine now.

Well. There's a farce in hostel ytd. A senior 2 guy missing from 3pm till 11pm. Everyone was so worried abt him and tot tht he was kidnapped in sch. Teachers tried to call his hp and nobody answer. His mum rushed to klg also to find her son but failed. My roomie somemore told me maybe he's caught by some dirty stuff. =.= I couldnt close my eyes cos i would keep of anything bad. But, they managed to contact him at 11+pm. He's in his house at yp!! Piangx. Wth. He should have get the admission from teachers if he wanna go home. And wth he didnt answer his fren's call? Crazy. I think he's lack of love and kena ditched by his gf. =.=

I have no hope with my malays alrdy. It's very easy for me to write a malay compo last time. But today, i found tht i cant think of any point or even a single word of malay when writing the compo. Sadded. I should have worked harder for my malay but it seems so impossible haha. Cos of the..hmm..

Today i had sandwiches as breakfast from an anonymous. I dunno who is the person but wad i want to tell her/him is tht i dun like the butter inside it. Hahaha. Jkjk. The sandwiches is nice except the butter. I dun eat butter one lelz. Lol. Anyway thanks. =)

Msg saiknee after school dismissed. She's still in hospital waiting her report. I know she's quite worry but i hope she ll be all right. God bless her and s3s1 bless her too. Hmm i can actually understand her hardship perfectly and wad she need now is concern and console from family and frenz. So, no worry. We are here. Right?

And it remind me of a pri sch frenz. I don't know where he is now. But i really appreciate and thanks him as he had given me a lot of encouragement when i was also so helpless tht time. We were only 12 years old. Hope he's fine now.

Well. There's a farce in hostel ytd. A senior 2 guy missing from 3pm till 11pm. Everyone was so worried abt him and tot tht he was kidnapped in sch. Teachers tried to call his hp and nobody answer. His mum rushed to klg also to find her son but failed. My roomie somemore told me maybe he's caught by some dirty stuff. =.= I couldnt close my eyes cos i would keep of anything bad. But, they managed to contact him at 11+pm. He's in his house at yp!! Piangx. Wth. He should have get the admission from teachers if he wanna go home. And wth he didnt answer his fren's call? Crazy. I think he's lack of love and kena ditched by his gf. =.=

I have no hope with my malays alrdy. It's very easy for me to write a malay compo last time. But today, i found tht i cant think of any point or even a single word of malay when writing the compo. Sadded. I should have worked hard for my malay but it seems so impossible haha. Cos of the..hmm..

Today i had sandwiches as breakfast from an anonymous. I dunno who is the person but wad i want to tell her/him is tht i dun like the butter inside it. Hahaha. Jkjk. The sandwiches is nice except the butter. I dun eat butter one lelz. Lol. Anyway thanks. =)

So full now, but actually i didnt take a proper lunch today. Just now i went to eat cendol and abc with sintee, huileng, and jh at malacca food stall. I ate durian favor one. Haa quite nice cos it's jh's treat. Lol. Actually it's a meal he had owed me when i passed my driving test. At first we wanna go barney one, but i have no appetite this few days so i decided not to go, just stay at hostel and do the terrible homework. But budden the ice cendol struck my brain so i asked 3 of them to go along. Haha. Yeah, the ice make my mind fresh.

I will be sitting with elaine for this whole month. Yeap. She's nice. We can talk gossip during the lesson. Haha. Okay actually jayson is nice also. Too bad he's deserted. Haha.

Sigh, once again i have to ask, WHERE IS MY BABY SITTER?? YOU ARE WANTED!!..but for my baby, you are lucky to have me as ur sitter. =.=

Okay. Tht's all la.

People,

~ Happy April Fool Day``

Had a tiff with mum just now. She's very unreasonable. She took away my hp and "stole" my msg without my permission. Piangx. She didnt respect my privacy at all. Fed up can?!! Somemore it's not the first time she did tht. I have alrdy warned her for eight hundred time for not anyhow taking my hp. But stubborn her never listen to mine. Everytime when she got no fwd msg for her frenz, she ll sure approached to my hp. Piangx, so old alrdy still play such a childish game. Zz. And i told her before tht i got no fwd msg for her cos i dun like fwd msg n hv deleted all of the. Z. Anyway she still behaved like tht so i was infuriated and i shouted at her. Lol. I think my shout could really wake my neighbour up if they were sleeping. But i heck care. I just wanted her to know everybody hv own privacy too, although they might be ur child. Lol. Well. Forget it. I wont apologize one cos it's not my wrong. HUMPHS.

Tomorrow, another draw lots for bb games. Who ll be my next baby sitter and baby? Hopefully he/she is..haha whoever. And we gonna change seat tomorrow too. Have to part with sintee le. Okay, dun miss me. Haa..

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Going back to hostel. I hope i ll have a peace tonight. Sometime the noise can really drive me to be crazy. Zz.