有点伤感..

许玮伦走了..虽然已经过去三天了..但, 我还是想谈谈..因为许玮伦的离去的确让我想了很多很多..也突然..我觉得自己似乎长大了..

四天前, 在报章上看到许玮伦车祸的消息, 还在想..许玮伦是谁..隐隐约约只想起她是仔仔曾经的绯闻女友..也还以为..她能熬下去..毕竟曾经的林志玲也在摔马后复原了..

隔天, 上网, 七点多, 从一个forum中得知许玮伦伤重不治的消息, 直接..整颗心往下沉..也希望这只不过是一场梦..不过, 因为并不怎么熟悉她, 也就..没有理会那么多..只知道好多朋友..都把msn的nickname换成了默哀许玮伦..kianyap给了我个yahoo的link, 就..进去看看..许玮伦的..看了, 我..真的好想好想打人..竟然有人留言说听了这个消息后觉得很高兴..还是人吗他/她?!!

星期一早上, 去到学校,就..听到好多人在讲了..不过, 我不喜欢..一些人把它当成一个笑话来讲来听..　然后, 看到欣蒂, 跟她谈起, 才发现她还不知道这个消息..她..真的真的好伤心..说真的,我还是第一次看到她那么地伤心..我不是一个会安慰人的人..也不懂该讲些什么..我知道她很难过很伤心, 还是希望她能尽快地快乐起来..也许是被欣蒂所影响..这几天, 自己的心情也是极度地差..想了很多..觉得许玮伦真的很可怜很可惜..真不希望这是真的..也想起了一个曾经也因为车祸而逝世的朋友..想起那时候的我, 也是整颗心掉入谷底..夜夜睡不着觉..他们都走了, 这..真是天妒英才吗?..

曾经想过, 如果有一天, 一个我很爱很爱的人离开了..我会怎样..总觉得, 人都是自私的..我宁愿..自己没有机会等到那一天..就不必那么地痛苦..辛苦..

从前, 爸妈叫我长大后当医生..我都会觉得他们很无理取闹..以为要当医生就能当医生似的..可是, 现在的我真的很想有机会当医生救很多很多的人..一直认为, 紧急部的医生是最伟大的..因为他们需要比别人更大的勇气来执行自己的任务..当然, 我也知道自己不可能会实现这个愿望..

那天, 跟William sms..他说自己在经历了好几次年轻的人离开后自己依然没有做任何让自己此生无憾的事..我也在想..究竟什么事能让我此生无憾..毕竟人生也就真的那么短短几十年..

红颜薄命? 今天从学校回来的路上..收音机播着很感伤的歌..又突然间, 记忆又想起了许玮伦的逝世..这是我第一次, 为了和我不相干的人..掉下了眼泪..

..只希望许玮伦在天堂能够安息..而我也确信在她昏迷时, 她是可以听到亲人朋友们对她说所的一切..只不过, 她已无力开口回答甚至张开双眼..

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班上真的好吵好吵..第一次有想对朋友发飙的冲动..我..忍了..因为慧滢叫我忍..

博士也终于受不了我们..两年来第一次对我们发脾气了..可能, 有时候, 博士真的教到太深太大学式了..可是我们还是有错的..我是酱认为..

这几天, 真的好累好累..24 小时真的不足够..

风很大, 心..亦是凉的..

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借用欣蒂小说中的一段:

不要伤心我的离开

曾以为我只是一个人
转身发现你就在那儿
守着我的身影不离开

曾以为不会有人永远等待
谁知你依然在握身后守护
坚定地站着一步也不离开

对不起 不要伤心我的离开
脆弱的心 再也起不了一丝更改
对不起 不要伤心我的离开
自私的我 想独占唯一的等待

让我就这样离开 悄悄地离开
请不要伤心 我的离开

Fighting. I fought with my bro aft dinner. U know why? Okay i was feeding him some porridge but he refused to eat. Well so i asked him to do his homework. He once again disobeyed my order and it really make my dander up. Somemore the living room was damn messy..All of these make me worse..I shouted at my bro and threw his sch bag into the dustbin..Of course he was v angry too..He began to kick my stomach and i slapped him. Kns. Okay let me tell u, VIOLENCE IS SUPREME..

Hmm..though i got to go Pacific Mall this afternoon but i didnt buy any new year clothes. My mum bought a lot. Well is non of my business. I met xuefen there too. Ohh no no, i dun meet her. Just tht she smsed and told me tht I was very 'shining' in the shopping centre..Diaoz. Cos i was wearing a light green pants siia. Lol. She saw me but i dun see her la. Dunno why she spy me..=.=

"HAHAHA"!! I wonder how come lots of ppl like to put "haha","hahaha" in their msg..including me. So fake can?!! esp when you are nt in a gd way or gd mood. Lol. Human-being?!! HYPOCRISY!!

Mm I wanna show my condolence to the taiwan actress, Xu Wei Lun, who hv just passed away. Rest in peace. .. .

It's my novel..i dun know wad i was writing..no grammar..no content..

按！按！再按！

耶！他又破了自己保存了2分钟又09秒的纪录！

嘻嘻！他暗爽。

“迪迪！迪迪！”

5牛顿的压力，45度的完美角度，他再一次将他的右拇指施压在了荧幕下离右方键盘1.2公分的正立方体键盘上。正立方体键盘宽0.5公分，长0.5公分，也因此，在他那长满脓泡且已严重凹陷的拇指肌肉充分的压在键盘上的瞬间，200 000牛顿米的压强已足以让 Nokia N93 在20毫秒内将信息显示出来。

“瓦靠！又再 lagged!!”

第21毫秒，他发出了他的不满。

第23毫秒，Nokia N93 终于完好无缺地将那封信息显示出来。

[显示信息] 你今天上了几次厕所了呀？

启动！

扭转拇指。

(一) 第一行的二列按两下，第二行第一列按三下
(二) 第三行第三列按四下，第三行的二列按两下，第三行第二列按三下
(三) 第三行第二列按两下，第二行的一列按三下，第一行第二列按一下，第二行第三列按两下
(四) 第三行第一列按四下，第二行第一列按两下，第一行第二列按一下第二行第三列按三下
(五) 第二行第二列按三下，第一行第三列按两下
(六) 第二行第二列按三下，第二行第一列按三下，第一行第二列按一下，第二行第三列按两下，第二行第一列按一下
(七) 第一行第二列按三下，第二行第一列按一下

[发送信息] 比昨天少了两次…

[信息已发送]

呼！他做了一次深呼吸。

身旁的人已由穿着黑色皮大衣的中年胖子换成了一身嘻哈味十足的小伙子。他亦不由自主地将身子移向窗户。显然地，他并不喜欢那小伙子过多的小动作，甚至感到厌恶。他目不转睛地注视着 Nokia N93。它已经有2分钟又09秒不曾发出 “迪迪”声了。他开始浑身不自在，觉得呼吸困难，心脏搏动得极为激烈，冷汗从他的额头上频频流下。

当时，巴士外正下着绵绵细雨。

小伙子又再一次地将焦点放在他身上，并感觉到了他的不对劲。

“嘿哟！瓦渣门？！兄弟，你还好吗？哟哟哟！”

他才懒得理会呢。什么哟哟哟？！他厌恶，非常厌恶。现在，只有 Nokia N93的“迪迪”声才足以刺激他的甲状腺分泌甲状腺素重新激发起他亢奋的心里与生理状态。

他搓了搓双眼，拼命地注视着NokiaN93荧幕上的状态显示。电力充足，线路也很发达。他觉得NokiaN93出现了问题。他用力敲打着NokiaN93，将之放予手掌以顺时针方向旋转了360度，撬开了电池，在空中甩了甩，再将电池装置回去，重新开机。如此步骤重复了不下50次，NokiaN93还是没发出“迪迪” 声。

小伙子很是郁闷。他再也看不下去了。甩了甩一头金红色的头发，戴上了耳机，他走到巴士中央的长廊上调起了嘻哈舞。巴士上所有的乘客皆把目光投向了小伙子，并没有人注意到在巴士的最后方还有个他不停地撬开电池，装置电池，重新开机。正如他亦没有注意到巴士上还有个人正在跳着嘻哈般。

NokiaN93依然不作响。他的心脏跳动得愈来愈不规律。他感觉自己愈来愈不属于这个世界。

“啊！NokiaN93到底怎么了？我又到底怎么了？已经10分钟又37秒了…我该怎么办？拜托，不要再折磨我了，好吗？啊！”

他歇斯底里地往内心喊。他感觉自己就快虚脱了。他感觉自己就快死去了。

巴士到站了。

所有的人都下车了。

“迪迪！迪迪！”

他笑了。

一辆货车从他身上辗过。

他的手上还握着NokiaN93…

Argh. Wad to blog huh? Be asked me to update so i die die also must squeez my brain to think of sth to blog. Hahaha see i so nice. Lol.

Kns TNB la!! Dunno wad those sissy m*lays are doing!! S*cks. There's a sudden black out yesterday at abt 10pm. I was on9 at tht time lor. The electricity was cut off n it meant tht my adsl also cant work. Fed up!! I was damn angry and furios la. I scolded my bro, my sis, and my maid. Cos i really was pechek. I called to complain but it was futile. All the m*lays are gd for nth one la. Lol. And Xiaopang, I was nt angry with you la. Just tht my prepaid card hv no $$ alrdy. I whr gt so petty one haha. They all went slp at abt 11pm, left me alone at the living room. Chey!! Got no ghost one haha. Mum asked me to go slp but i dun wan cos i was typing my essay mah. But in the end i fall asleep in front of my laptop also haha. The electricity restored at abt 12:35am and i wake up to come on9 again. Haha once again i slp at 4am.

Hmmm..hmm..hmm..I sprained my neck when i was zZzz. It's all the dream's fault.

Okay la..i gotta go shopping liao. Hvnt buy myself e new year clothes lelz. How how how?!!

I forgot to hand in my summary on monday and only did i realize it yesterday. I was so panic and worried as the whole cls had gotten back the summary except me. But tht tortoise jh still teased me, saying tht i certainly hv forgotten to hand in the summary. I scolded him back but budden i had a strong feeling tht the summary was still in my file. So i checked my file and saw it!! Piangxx ar!! Dabian jh!! I almost got a heart attack siia. Wo jing ran wang ji jiao summary!! Wad i was doing? Miss Lee is so fierce and strict can. I dun wan to be either the teacher or director la. So, i decided to see Miss Lee during the 2nd recess.

I asked huiying to go with me. Haa I kept tell huiying how nervous i was. Haha. Anyway I should feel lucky tht Miss lee was in a gd mood tht time.

[me] Sorry teacher, i forgot to hand in the summary on monday..

[m.lee] How come u would forget?

[me] Huh I also dunno lelz..

[m.lee] There's english lesson everyday, isn't it? How can u forget?

[me] Ya...Mm..

[m.lee] So, u be the teacher!!! u be the director!!

[me] ..

[m.lee] Okay, no more next time huh..

[me] Yes..thank you teacher.

~ And she began to mark the summary.

[m.lee] U see huh..it's not the main point. this passage is abt the exercise, how come u add on the hypertension part?..(blah blah blah..forgot was she had said le)

[me] Ohh..i ll tk note of it..

[m.lee] Okay, done.. (( SMILE BIGLY =X))

[me] thank you teacher..

~ RUN AWAY IMMEDIATELY!!

I swear i wont forget to hand in any english homework nxt time le. So scary la. Eeeeks..

Well. Nth much happened this week. Happy belated bday to meifang. And still, i'm having a bad cough. Gonna die le i think. Haha. Choy la. Lol.

Xiaopang, i should held a public praising for u. (not public canning horr haha) thanks for carried tht box of book for me. I know it's quite heavy haha.

~~ When i opened my eyes, i realized tht..it's just a dream..

I saw this article in a forum and found it quite nice. Share with you guys. =)

曾经相遇，总胜过从未碰头

为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人，时间自然会使你忘记。如果时间不可以让你忘记不应该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有甚么意义？

我以为爱情可以克服一切，谁知道她有时毫无力量。我以为爱情可以填满人生的遗憾，然而，制造更多遗憾的，却偏偏是爱情。阴晴圆缺，在一段爱情中不断重演。换一个人，都不会天色常蓝。

爱情要完结的时候自会完结，到时候，你不想画上句号也不行..

同一个人？是没法给你相同的痛苦的。当他重复地伤害你？那个伤口已经习惯了？感觉已经麻木了？无论在给他伤害多少次？也远远不如第一次受的伤那么痛了。

爱一个人很难，放弃自己心爱的人更难。

当爱情来临，当然也是快乐的。但是，这种快乐是要付出的，也要学习去接受失望、伤痛和离别.从此,人生不再纯粹。

我们也许可以同时爱两个人，又被两个人所爱。遗憾的是，我们只能跟其中一个厮守到老。

爱上一个人的时候，总会有点害怕，怕得到他；怕失掉他。

你曾经不被人所爱，你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。

不能见面的时候，他们互相思念。可是一旦能够见面，一旦再走在一起，他们又会互相折磨。

只想找一个在我失意时可以承受我的眼泪;在我快乐时，可以让我咬一口的肩膊。

如果我不爱你，我就不会思念你，我就不会妒忌你身边的异性，我也不会失去自信心和斗志，我更不会痛苦。如果我能够不爱你，那该多好。

别离，是为了重聚。

爱火，还是不应该重燃的．重燃了，从前那些美丽的回忆也会化为乌有．如果我们没有重聚，也许我？带着他深深的思念洽着，直到肉体衰朽；可是，这一刻，我却恨他．所有的美好日子，已经远远一去不回了。

感冒原本是一种很伤感的病。

追求和渴望，才有快乐，也有沮丧和失望。经过了沮丧和失望，我们才学会珍惜。你曾经不被人所爱，你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。

如果情感和岁月也能轻轻撕碎？扔到海中？那么？我愿意从此就在海底沉默...你的言语？我爱听？却不懂得？我的沉默？你愿见？却不明白...

爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是“我爱你”,“我恨你”,便是“算了吧”、“你好吗？”、“对不起”。

相爱却不能相恋，相恋却不相爱。

我也相信爱可以排除万难；只是，万难之后，又有万难。这是我更相信的。

你的心就是我的海角和天涯，我不能去得更远。我们此生共赴天涯海角，不是游走半个地球，而是人间相伴。

你爱我吗?已经爱到危险的程度了.危险到什么程度?已经不能一个人生活。

相逢,不是恨晚,便是恨早。

爱情是风花雪月的事，失意的人是玩不起的。

无法厮守终生的爱情？不过是人在长途旅程中？来去匆匆的转机站？无论停留多久？始终要离去坐另一班机。

离开之后，我想你不要忘记一件事：不要忘记想念我。想念我的时候，不要忘记我也在想念你。

爱情不是避难所,想进去避难的话，是会被赶出来的。

如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

在爱情的世界里，总有一些近乎荒谬的事情发生，当一个人以为可以还清悔疚，无愧地生活的时候，偏偏已到了结局，如此不堪的不只是爱情，而是人生。

爱一个人，你是会自爱的。

承诺本来就是男人与女人的一场角力，有时皆大欢喜，大部份的情况却两败俱伤。

爱情不是避难所，想进去避难的话，是会被赶出来的。

最厉害的病毒，是爱和谎言。

我们害怕岁月，却不知道活着是多么的可喜。我们认为生存已经没意思，许多人却正在生死之间挣扎。甚么时候，我们才肯为自己拥有的一切满怀感激？

忘掉岁月，忘掉痛苦，忘掉你的坏，我们永不永不说再见。

人生的大部份时间里，承诺同义词是束缚，奈何我们向往束缚。

爱火，还是不应该重燃的。重燃了，从前那些美丽的回忆也会化为乌有。如果我们没有重聚，也许我会带着他深深的思念活着，直到肉体衰朽；可是，这一刻，我却恨他。所有的美好日子，已经远远一去不回了。

爱情从希望开始，也由绝望结束。死心了，便是不再存在着任何我曾经对你有过的希望。

爱上了你，我才领略思念的滋味、分离的愁苦和妒忌的煎熬，还有那无休止的占有欲.为什么你的一举一动都让我心潮起伏？为什么我总害怕时光飞逝而无法与你终生厮守？

为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人，时间自然会使你忘记。如果时间不可以让你忘记不应该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有甚么意义？

明知会失去自由，明知这是一生一世的合约，为了得到对方，为了令对方快乐，也甘愿作出承诺。

恋爱？一个追求不自由的过程，当你埋怨太不自由了的时候，就是你不爱他的时候..

孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上那个人的那一刻开始。

喜欢一个人，是不会有痛苦的。爱一个人，也许有绵长的痛苦，但他给我的快乐，也是世上最大的快乐。

人生的大部份时间里，承诺的同义词是束缚，奈何我们向往束缚。

爱情，是自身的圆满，我不再缺少些甚么了。

爱情也是一种发明，需要不断改良。只是，这种发明跟其他发明不一样，它没有专利权，随时会给人抢走。

暗恋最伟大的行为，是成全。你不爱我，但是我成全你。真正的暗恋，是一生的事业，不因他远离你而放弃。没有这种情操，不要轻言暗恋。

爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。不曾被离弃，不曾受伤害，怎懂得爱人？爱，原来是一种经历，但愿人长久。

I have nothing to blog now. As i was just sleeping and mapling at home the whole day. It's raining heavily. Sigh. The rain affect my mood to go shopping. Siian lars.

Wells it's my 佛诗. But it's not written by me. Heh. Jiayee helped me one. Cos i'm really bad in writing poem. I'm cold blooded i have no feeling. Haha.

慈悲

你
那慈悲的笑容
平伏那无限愁
使世界变得安宁

不曾渗透那
然求
心上的寄托
逐渐感受
世上的温情事
不再迷惘

你
那颗慈悲的心
也感化了他们
让他们重生

万丈的光芒
也给了
在路上迷失的
路人们
一条 回家的路

Thanks jiayee for helping me. Heh. Thanks you.

Okay. I ll be back on Sat ( 27 Jan).. See ya!!

Whoosh. Hanging out with frenz the whole day. We tot of going Summit to buy some new year clothes but in the end i didnt buy anything. Oops actually i got buy a top up card lars. Haa. And yeapx, Ah8 and Huiying got buy a pair of shoes for each others. Lol. HuiLing bought a PIG PIG blouse. It's quite cute. Heh!! Oooo..we all 6 ppl got buy a bday gift for Meifang. Haa tht's a pair of lover t-shirt, as for Meifang and Junjie one. Haha i know she love him v much and he does the same thing on her too. Haha. Wheeets.

At first we wanna watch a movie one. But, the theater was closed due to the Muharam Awal (?? dunno how to spell la) day, as to show their respect to the Hijrah XXXXX ??? Ridiculous right?.. Haha. Well and we went to tk our lunch at Ah Fei Sua Sua Guo (Steamboat). I ate Set B and drank Ice Lemon Tea. Hmm nt bad lars actually. Haaa.

Okay they went back to Klg at 5.15pm. Then i gtg back alone. Sigh. It was raining. I wait the bus for abt 20 mins but it didnt come. And there's abt 100+ or more ppl were waiting for e bus. Diaoz. I cant tahan anymore so i decided to tk cab home. Well i kena KILLED by the taxi driver la. He charged me RM 25 for e fare. Piangx it cost me only RM 1.70 to tk bus home lor. But i scared later got no bus home le so i just okok lor. =.=

Reached home at 6.20 pm. Aft taken dinner i jiu come on9 le. Lol lol lol!!

Two silly girl dun dare to cross the 'longkang'..Hahaha

Haha.

It's my Set B. Pork one.

I cook i cook i cook cook cook. Haha.

Okay la..who are the 2 stupid gal?

Quan Jia Fu? Papa mama jie jie mei mei. Haha.

前几天阿桂心情太好跟我们说了一些现在社会的趋势

讲重点，就是现在的男生必须要有十项全能才称得上一个合格的丈夫：

一 张文凭

二 国语言

三 房二厅

四 季名牌

五 官端正

六 亲不认

七 千收入

八 面玲珑

九(酒) 烟不沾

十 分听话

哈哈 最喜欢的就是十分听话了 =.=

嗯 那天也跟欣蒂讲了一些无聊的话题 我们真的是有太多太多 相同的话题可谈 而我 也很少找到有一个朋友可以跟我有相似想法 结果我们还因为从来没有吵过架 而讨论到有什么原因会让我们吵架的 结果 想来想去 欣蒂就讲除非我们同时爱上同一个男的 哈哈哈 可是我觉得这个机率是0.0000000000001 因为 我自从三年前开始 我从来 都 不喜欢 跟朋友起冲突 曾经的误会 令我失去了一个我生命中很重要的朋友 已经三年 我们 不曾开口向彼此 说话 Anyway, u ll always in my mind and if 时间可以从来, 我不会让那间事发生..

Wadever. Let bygones be bygones.

...Okkk!!

想像中完美情人的定义：

法国人的浪漫 + 英国人的绅士 + 意大利人的俊俏 + 居住在瑞士 = 一个梦想中的完美情人
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哈哈哈 欣蒂和我斟酌了很久总结出来的

人 活在这个世界上 就是要豁达一点

EVERYBODY!! BE HAPPY!!!

Haa i'm still having e cough and flu..hvnt recovered from it yet..heh!! Wadever..

Hmm i got 6 part of blueback on my knee..Haha cos i accidentally fall down in e bathroom last 2 days..i was changing my skirt tht time and i lost my balance thn fall down n knock my knee haha..anyway it's not pain at all..haa..

Oh well. I do take 8 subjects in my UEC exam. They are Chinese, English, Malay, Physics, Add Math 1, Add Math 2, Bio, and Chemistry. I should work hard for it ya haha.

Errs..one more thing. I dun like ppl to critisize anything tht related to me, including my club, my sch, my frenz and my family. 纵然我不喜欢他/她/它, 但我不会容许你批评他/ 她/它..

Kkz..ll blog again later.

很想很想讲很多东西 可是不懂从何讲起 也没什么时间了 明天早上五点要起来 今晚真的不能再迟睡了 不然明天上课打瞌睡我会恨自己

刚去参加表舅的婚礼 不是很熟那种 可是又常常会见面那种 总之 他就是很有钱就对了 可以讲 他的婚礼是我十七年活在这郁闷的世界中参加过最豪华的婚礼 不错 有hip hop dance, 半脱衣舞, model 走台步, 千变万化的发型展..然后别人拍结婚照去瀑布拍 他们在自己家的小人造瀑布拍 别人找有跑车的背景拍结婚照 他们直接靠在自己的跑车拍 projector 放映出他们的结婚照后 继续放映他们从几天前就开始拍的生活点滴 连去买衣服都拍 顺便再拍一大堆人向他们祝贺的影片 还有今早迎亲车队在马路上的英姿 新娘车是BMW 他自己的 其他的跟在后面的车不是跑车就是bmw 真是郁闷 据说昨晚还放了10 mins 的 firework..很好 男的帅 女的美的好处就是什么都有人赞助 算了 都不管我的事

嗯 就在去参加婚礼的路上 哈哈哈我又跟我爸吵了
[me] 考到车后我就可以自己驾车去学校了
[him] 你不要以为自己很厉害 一考到就要驾车
[me] 不然考来作么？
[him] 撞到人你就懂 卖完财产都不够赔人
[me] 我又没有去撞人
[him] 万一撞到呢？
[me] 万一没有撞到呢？
[him] 关你去死啦

Wells..过后他就直接脸黑到完了 很好 我的脾气也不很好的 要黑就跟你比看谁的比较黑 哼 然后喝喜酒的时候 他就突然头很晕 吃了一道菜就跑去看医生了 明天应该是我妈戴我回去学校了

开始有点显 明天又要回学校了 在家的时间总是那么短暂 虽然已经第六年了 可是每次一回到宿舍 总感觉少了什么 以前还小 是因为想家 现在长大了 也不懂想什么 想家？ 可是这两三年来我每天几乎都不曾打电话回家 所以 有时候 我都不懂自己到底是喜欢待在宿舍还是家里 当我在宿舍时 又很想回家 可是当我回到家时 又觉得很烦 我不懂 所以我一个人在宿舍时超喜欢sms的 虽然讲的都是废话 可是好过没有讲话的对象 回到家 就像小胖讲的 我 就是上网而已 因为我们都在找东西

Zzzz..I'm just crapping?!! Oh well gd night..

I ll be back on Friday..tht's 19 Jan..

U guys tk care..

Ouch. Dunno wad happen to my spinal cord. Damn pain. I think i'm old alrdy got feng shi le. Haha. Anybody wanna rub for me? Haha.

Okay it has been stopped raining le. So i think i ll go for driving lesson tomorow's mornz. Heh got to wake up v early le. Siian. But nvm la. I'm not going back to hostel tomorow. Cos my biao jiu is married. Got to attend his wedding. Lol. So, i ll be back to hostel on monday mornz, if there's no flooding in klg. Heh.

Dad was asking me wad number do i like..35 or 101. I was like huh? He told me tht he's going to book a number for a new car. Heh heh i think he has decided to buy me a car aft i get the license. Hahaha. So i said i like 209. Cos tht's my bday mah. But he said whr got ppl put their bday as the vehicle's number one. Piangx. He v lkk lor. Who said dun have one? I like 209 lor. Haha. But i think 101 also not bad right? Lol. But my dad and mum are both using 35 lor. Heh. Wadever.

Haa 1pm le. Going to zzz liao. Must read the latest I-weekly b4 go to my dear bed. Gd night everybody.

Hello. Today no school cos some part of klg was submerged. The road was blocked so most of the teachers and students cant go to sch properly. I know the news at abt 7am. I hv alrdy prepare to go sch at tht time. Then the warden suddenly broadcast the news of no sch. Phew. Everyone was so high lor. My roomie all shouted till v loud. Haa. Wells i v kpo de so i sms to some of e clsmates at once. But so annoying one, my hp was low battery. Bo bian kena borrow hp from meifang. Wadever. Chaohong sudden called me n asked me rush to cls immediately. So i changed my clothes again. How i know the warden dun let me out. She said the situation was v urgent so cannot go out. Piangx. So i was just staying in room having nth to do. Went to canteen for breakfast at 8.30am with sintee them. Hmm zhelin was v funny lor. She scared would hv nth to eat so she run v fast. Cos last time her house was flooded mah..thn now they said she got 水灾后遗症 liao..Haa. Aft went to watch the re-run of pss. Lol. Dad came to bring us at 11pm. Luckily his car still can pass the road lor. If not i jiu cannot go home le. Lol. Dunno monday got sch mah..haa as it is still raining..lol

Hmm i was sick last few day. Now better le. I got sorethroat at weds. At first i tot it's just a slight sorethroat so i nvr go n bother it. But it become v serious aft sch. So, i decided to go n c doctor. I sms huiying asking her to acc me to clinic. Thn we meet at sch gate. I wanna walk to e clinic one. But huiying dun let, cos it's raining. Thn she called wenjie to drive us there. Haa so paiseh to mafan wenjie lor. Yup the doctor was v funny can..I told him i got sorethroat and headache. Thn he check my throat and said it was vv swollen. He somemore asked me if i got vomit pglegm in blood mah..lol thn he said i got fever siia. I was like huh? U nvr use clinical thermometer to measure thn still dare to say i got fever..=.= Err aft tht, wenjie brought me to buy some bread cos i hvnt tk my lunch at tht time. Lol. Thn Huiying and me followed wenjie to internet cafe cos wenjie wanna pass e sch bag to zhenfa. Haa i tag be at there using xp's comp. Lol. But cos he wanna play dunno wad game le so cant tag more hehe.

Thursday thn i felt tht my sorethroat become better le but my headache become worse. I slp during the entire day except sch time. Lol. And i wore 2 piece of jacket to gainst the chill but i still found the weather quite cold. Hoho.

Friday haha i finally vomit the pglegm in blood le. Phew the doctor v prof siia. =.= Wells we dun have math tuition on tht day as the place was flooded. Okay it has no difference also cos i still hv a lot of homework to do. Haiz the homework is like never be finished one. Once i finished the chemistry, maths come again, thn followed by physics, bio, and a lot a lot. Argh.

Hmm gonna go for lunch now. Byebye.

Argh. I had a sleepless night.

昨晚吃饱回到家，开电脑，上网。还蛮多人上的喽。这个不是重点。我主要还是要找伟全罢了。因为要send那个华语作文给他。然后，就跟很多人讲了很多无聊的话，到最后都不懂自己在讲什么。噢对了，小胖开了个Forum..不错..以后又有多一个车炮的地方了..虽然现在会觉得很无聊，不过九个月后可能就会觉得它很珍贵了哈哈..~我期待十月的到来~ 嗯，然后听be讲她发烧到40多度..吓到。40多度是真的可以变白痴的喽..must tk good care of urself ar..dun play play hahas..

十一点多酱开始感觉胃怪怪的..然后又觉得支气管也怪怪的...就开始想吐了..然后就整晚都想吐..半夜吐到吵到妈醒来..不过..早上就没吐了..变成泄肚子..吃什么泻什么..过后去学车也是一直有想吐的感觉..然后那个uncle讲我不专心..算了..结果到现在我都还不敢吃午餐..

结论：应该是大肠发炎了..很久以前有几次也是酱 然后还进医院吊点滴..这次学聪明了，不吃就不会吐了哈哈

Wells. Going back to hostel soon. See you guys again on Sat!! Everyone must tk good care ya!!

--The chinese essay i hv written..anyhow write de..also dunno wad is its theme..lol

落叶，正以每秒3公分的速度向着东北方向飘去。接着，坠落。究竟，是风吹走了叶子？还是树木抛弃了叶子？

街角的一隅，那刚在0.3秒前克服了众多摩擦力而飘落的落叶不偏不倚地落到了他的手上。这一碰，他慌忙地转过畏缩着的身子往手里一瞄......他惯性地吐了吐那已浓缩成黄绿色的痰，不屑！还以为有哪一位菩萨愿意将荷包里的钞票陶出一张给他呢...... 咎由自取！！

再看看......曾经深邃的眼神，笔挺的鼻子都已在世态的摧残下枯萎了。猛然而下的大雨打在他那破旧不堪的黑色西装服上，更显得凄凉。尤其他又不停地拨弄着他那稀疏的华发。他似乎已经忘了自己已经不是5年前那位胶着一头咖哩卜头的中年男士了。

一条，两条，三条......好多条腿在他的眼前晃过。其速度之快看了令人眼花缭乱。一个踏步便将污泥与雨水溅到了他的脸上。他感觉自己受辱了，但他以前不也这么样羞辱别人的么？他开始注意那些腿上穿着的鞋子。Gucci,Crocodile,Bonia等字眼以惊人的频率映入其眼帘。其实从前的他也曾拥有它们。

这时，一个小孩的叫喊声惊醒了他。他再一次抬起了他那曾狂傲一时的头颅。小孩对着他说：“伯伯，你还好吗？下雨了真么还不回家？会生病的噢......” 他沉默。“下雨天吃冰淇淋最快乐了，我请你吃要吗？”他依然不做响。小孩见他无趣，走开了。

“小孩是人间天使，童稚爽朗的笑声，敲醒了俗世成人污浊的心灵......”

小孩并不知道，他就是那个曾经将国家搞垮的马某某。
他活该！！

Lol. My 100th post. =))

Kkz. Went dinner at Old Town White Coffee. Nvr go b4 cos newly-opened de. Lol. I ordered Curry Mee and Ice Mocha. Hmm ok la not v delicious. While i was eating, a waitress keep walking there and walking here in front of me. I felt like quite bu zi ran lorr. Wells. When i finished my mee, she approaced to me. Thn talked to me.

[she] hello..
[me] ?? (staring at her)
[she] are u ah hui?
[me] ya...
[she] oh u know who am i?
[me] hmm..
[she] wow u dun recognize me alrdy ar?
[me] are you yanping?
[she] yala..haiyo..even u also cant recognize me..do i change a lot?
[me] haha no la..how are you?
[she] not bad lor..
[me] but i tot i did c u on9 just now?
[she] ya..aft off9 wo jiu lai zuo gong le..
[me] ohh..ok la i gtg le..see you byebye..
[she] byebye

Oh my god. Wad was i doing huh? Lol.. Should chat with her more de. Aiyoo..

I'm feeling not v well now. Just vomit. All curry and mocha things. Yucks. Feel like wanna vomit again..So xin ku..Lol.

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HELLO!! I'm back!! Heh heh..Nvr blog for 4 days le. So, i think i hv a lot to blog..=))

Tuesday

Haa left for hostel at 1++pm. I still stay in room 402-2. With my sis, meifang and binhui. Meifang went out to meet her bf le while binhui went to buy some needments. So, i cleaned up the room myself. Cos my sis dunno die to where le. Lol. I moved those luggage from hall to my room alone. Argh. Tot tht my old bone was going to break le. Haha. Okay. Aft tht mum brought us out for dinner. Thn went back to hostel again at 6pm. Prepared for math tuition. Lol tht warden dun let us go out for tuition, saying tht she was v tired so we cant go out for tuition. Kns lor. So funny de excuse. Nvm. Ah gui's coming changed everything. Hahas of cos tht kns warden allowed us to go tuition lars in the end. Hee..ah gui is so powerful. Haha. I slp at 10.30pm tht night. Early lelz. Haha.

Wednesday

Woke up at 6.15 am. o.O .. Went to clsroom at 7am. Haa everybody r still the same. Tall de tall. Short de short. Fat de fat. Thin de thin. Heh. The only thing tht hv changed is we got air cond in out clsroom le. Haha. Well. No miracle happened. My cls teacher is still tht big butt sissy. Yucks. K la. Thn we started to pickthe monitors, treasurer, n blah blah blah of e cls. Piangx ar..dunno which wang 8 dan nominated me to be e monitor when i was writing some bday card. I almost fainted can?!! Lol. They were just trying to make fun of me lor. Humphs. Ok suan le. I'm not tht petty de hahas. Hmm okay. I'm pig mah..so i str8 went slp aft sch. Phew. So funny de, a gal sudden woke me up, asking me to sell her dunno wad thing lor. Aiyo cos i was in my swt dream mah thn i opened my eyes a while jiu close my eyes again. Also nvr saw her face clearly. Lol she was like v bu gan yan like tht. Woke me up again and said sth i dun really know la. I only remembered tht she asked me why i dun bother her de. Piangx ar. Okay lor i opened my eyes again. Stared at her for few second i think. But i still dunno who is her lor. Walao. Thn i kept quiet and she also kept quiet. Finally she opened her mouth again:"Paiseh, wrong ppl..."...!!!!!!!!! Piangx ar!! I wanna go bang wall le. Zzzzzz...

Thursday

Yongtzer brought me my X'mas gift tht he had bought it last month. Haha. Dunno wad is tht lor. I havent open. 3 small box de. Anyway, thanks lars. xD Cos he's the only person who kept his word to buy me e X'mas gift. Hahahas. Others all fang wo fei ji de. Lol.

Haha quite cute right? Lol.

Friday

A lot of homework to do!! But i heck care lor. Hahas chat with huiying xuefen chaohong wenjie elaine them at chonghwa hawker centre from 1.45pm till 3.30pm. Hahas we talked a lot. But i forgot wad we had talked abt le. Haha. Hmm was forced to attend a meeting at night. Thn nvr go to math tuition. Lol. The meeting was so siian and boring and meaningless!!...

Saturday

I'm home. Phew. Writing my chinese essay..Sigh...

感觉就像婴儿，感情就像成长中的小孩..

--written by my roomie..heh.

Hey peeps,

i'm going back to hostel le..

Sadded..

Somemore got to see "Ah G**" tomorow..

Sigh. Big butt sissy..=.=

Yucks.

Okay, i will be back on SAT!!

Tht's on 06/01.. (oops huimin's bday haha)

See ya!!

Senior 3 Science 1.. i'm coming!! xDD

God bless me. =)

Sh`it msn. Cannot sign in one. Dunno wad key ports problem is tht lar..Jiu shi dun let me sign in one lor. Try le N times to fix it le but still e same. Sigh. Give up le. Lol.

Well i did make a shameful mistake this morning. I mis-treated a chinese guy as a malay. So i talk malay to him. Omg he was just staring at me without saying any words. Then his dad approached to us and told me tht he's a chinese. Omg omg. Disgraceful!! Oh wells.

Abt 1pm, mum budden told me to tk a shower immediately. I was like huh? Lol she asked me to acc dad to hospital at jb for a check up. Cos dad was still having a headache and heart pain. Lol. So i asked my bro to go along. We took taxi there. So coincidence, i met the taxi driver b4(forgot when liao...last month?lol). Haa he still recognized me siia. Lol.

We reached Johor Specialist Hospital at 2+pm. Dad seek for Doctor Wong. Lol. While waiting for him, I went to tk my lunch at Marrybrown in the hospital. So funny de. Tht marrybrown got sell liang tou fu one. =.= So, i ate liang to fu lor. Cos nth to eat le. Yucks. Not nice one. Too plain le. Lol. Aft lunch, i went back to dad side. He was doing some scan i think. So, i hv nth to do. Damn sian lor. Bo bian just go n took some brochure to read. About some illness and cancer one i think. Lol.

We went home at 5pm. Dad didnt tell me about his condition. Lol. Okay wadever. Hmm..

Sigh. Gtg back to hostel tomorow. Hey a bit she bu de lor. Haiz. I dun think i can survive in the day of no comp, no tv, no pss, and NO FREEDOM!! Omg..i'm sick. Can i dun go back? Haa excuse!!